fifteen.

VERY LONG POST BEWARE

Yet another end of a year, and another year of my short-lived life gone.

2014 was strictly speaking, scary, frightening and well just can't really describe this year. I labelled the year as a terrible one after April 1st, for certain reasons.

I told myself to try to enjoy this year as much as possible, despite the tough situations i was put in. This year, i learned to let things go, become more open-minded and become a better person. Even though 2014 was a terribly bad year in terms of my personal situation, and the terrible grades and ever changing failures in life, it was good. 2014 was good. unexpectedly.

My friends have filled my life with amazing joy and i'm grateful for each and every one of them. In order to thank them, i have already done something to thank them so obviously not going to drag how thankful i am for them blah blah here.

Summarising 2014:

1) 3E1'2014

probably the toughest class in my life. Studies have never been that tough, but everyone really really did their very best, we are really bonded and i really wish everyone all the best in their O's ☺

2) OPOM

i hold 2 world records now, guiness world records. Pardon if i spell them wrongly but yeah. An national effort to bring the most number of chinese orchestras together resulted in OPOM. Its shocking yet amazing how so many people gather to create music as one, to signify the opening of the Singapore Sports Hub. Really happy to be a part of the event as a whole even though i had to sacrifice my sleep on Saturdays and Holidays. I did meet Gloria there, since she's from CO too, and i also meet Shi Min, from my Music O in AMK. It still bowls me over how we are all brought together because of an orchestra.

3) CO

how do i start? i detest the CCA. yes. i do. but
without it, there won't be the me now. There won't be the Jeimin that plays Erhu.

It's suprising how reliant i am towards it, and how much more fun it gotten when i had a proper gang of my own. I am not particulary social, neither am i an introvert. CO allowed me to meet new people, talk to them and indulge in my interests. Sure, there were times when i just wanted to sleep in and not go for practice. But after all, i think about it and i think, what if i had not joined CO, what if i had joined Basketball? or Dance?  Would i have a different group of friends now???? Life thinking at least. So really, without CO and my CO gang, i probably not be with my current great group of friends as of now, - shoutout to Bertina, Pohyee, Jiaen, Wanxuan, Jeslyn, Simyee, Yishuen and Hamizan.

You guys made CO way more fun than it actually was. A bland CCA transformed into our daily hangout, even our second home????(quote Jeslyn)

And yes, I LOVE CO. ( for now)

4) Friendship.

This year, i truly learnt the spirit of true friendship, that friends, regardless of how weird you are, how embarrassing you are, stay there for you. My friends embarrass me all the time that i'm used to it. It's the comfortable silence between us that says "Even if you tease me, i know you're joking"

To me, that is the true essence of friendship.

Special shoutout REALLY SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO

Bertina, for always enduring my wacky moods and having heart to heart chats with me

Pohyee, for being a great advice giver and a listener whenever i'm frustrated and fellow music lover.

Jiaen, for always building the mood in order to let us relax and forget our burdens in life and laugh till we are crazy.

Wanxuan, for being the source of everyone's worries with her on-off studies/rs and also being a listener and for always listening to the rest of the clique even tho we are obviously younger. 😌

Jeslyn, for always shouldering endless burdens onto herself and letting us(ME) worry about her health. For always being that steady pillar both in class and in CO, always the leader of the team and a very lame joker at that.

Simyee, for being Jiaen ver.2 and always helping out despite how tired she really is. Always pushes herself to the limit and makes everyone worry about her health and sleep. She's Jeslyn ver.2 😕  For always putting us before herself, please change that and care about yourself.

Yishuen, for always making remarks that make us want to cry laughing, and she's mean to people she's close with so 👍👍

Hamizan, for being an endless jerkpie, but probably the one and only guy best friend i'm ever going to have.  For listening to me ranting and being upset about everything late at night and comforting me despite everything. For caring. For sharing. And for breaking the gender barrier down despite the problems that came along with it.

4) CLASSMATES

ok i might as well get straight to the point, to thank these amazing friends of mine, not in CO but who have been here since forever.

Shoutout to - Audrey, Tien Weei, Shanpei, Sofia, Julie, Jing Ni, Ling Li

Audrey

2 years of friendship, endless years of memories. For always being concerned, overprotective, screaming, thank you for everything. For clinging to me 24/7, talking at a crazy rate, crying and singing my little pony songs, you really light up my world. Love you 💓

Tien Weei

my very first friend in WGS. tremendous change in her HAHHA BC SHE LIKED BIEBER AND SHE'S ALL LIKE BANDS. crazily funny, hyper, she has her soft side and she's amazingly strong despite all she's gone through! One of the greatest friends i'll ever have because she's so caring. Love you Tien Weei, never let anyone put you down.

Shanpei

don't screw with Shanpei. She'll knock your balls off. Fun to be with, fantastically thin and atheletic(always say she fat walao) smart(SERIOUSLY) amazing friend that goes through thick and thin with you. Those long 2-3 hour viber calls were worth it. Really miss hanging out with you!!!!!!! HANG OUT MORE FOR REAL!!!!!!!

Sofia

nigga. big eyes. long eyelashes. tall. thin. pretty.

INCREDIBLY MEAN (TO ME)

chey sofia is the most fun girl to be with, share really quite a few common topics together even though we rarely talk now due to different schedules, omg hang out more please!!!!!

Julie

need i say more? guardian angel. angel. SORRY JULIE IS A ANGEL i mean really. Try talking bad about julie in front of me and you'll get a terrible slap from me.
Julie is 2nice4u, 2cool4u she's amazing, funny, smart, CAN SING 🎉🎉🎉 AND she's AN ANGEL. pardon me.

Julie is amazing and she's an angel. End of story.

Jing Ni

walao. OMG 2PM. JUNHO SO HOT. i got discipline duty. huh. today got dance.

Jing Ni described in two sentences above.

Yea that's her. She's crazy funny, LOL always laughing like some mad dog and she's rlly like me in terms of personality, just that im rlly nice HAAHAH.

Ling Li

the latest addition. Btw if you read my past posts almost everyone mentioned here is mentioned again, except for Ling Li.

she's quiet looking but Ling Li scolds her choir!!!! omg

HAHA JK really miss those PE floorball sessions where i just keep asking her to run but she run also not fast HAHA. obsessively lost her prada pencil case(Joke of the year HAHAHA) and we had so much fun and laughter together.

5) Alma Mater

spelled it right this time, special shoutout to Gloria, Valerie, Agnes, Shean Shing, Jie Xi

-Gloria
IM RLLY LAZY TO WRITE BOUT HER ALREADY PLEASE REFER TO PREVIOUS BLOG POSTS ☺

-VALERIE
PLEASE REFER TO PREVIOUS BLOG POST

-agnes

the egg that i got closer to, the type to get lost in the library and buy $5 exo albums from carousell //round of appluase// Agnes is a model in training(cue height) and also amazingly smart, funny and cool!!!!!!!!"

-Shean Shing

SJ ELF. OMG HEECHUL. OMG. COTTON ON 70%. EEEEEEE. OMG. JAEJOONG. BAE 1. BAE 4

that's Shean Shing for you. Crazy fangirl but smart as heck. give me half her intelligence can already sia serious!! self motivated and disciplined, always laugh at the weirdest things, laugh also posture very weird, always fall sick >:(

-Jie Xi

REFER TO PREVIOUS BLOG POSTS.

so, let's welcome 2015 with a big bang. Time check ; 11:11
I wish for 2015 to be a better year with amazing memories. Onwards, stead.